the past

thinking abt the past..
realise that i wish that i could live in the past
yet i wish that the past would erase from my erase...
a lot of random thoughts in my mind..
things are different nowadays..
different since a long time ago..
i wish i lived in the caveman era..
i wish things wont be so competitive..
i wish thigns would be more slack and relaxing..
i wish things wont be so mind boggling..
sometimes..
i wish too much..

i want to be contented. i really want to.