damn

all i can say is, damn. damn it. urgh. this dman it sucks..freaking upset now..
actually i caused it so, shldnt be the one complaining but still, damn.

now i know how hard it is.. everything is..its not easy as it seems.
i can only pray now.

there is really no way out in every problem. thk everything presents itself in grey, no black and white if you know what i mean..
there are sometihing which really seriously cant be solved..as in there is no outright solution to the problem.
and in every decision there're definitely pros and cons. so how can we make decisions when there are both postivie and negative effects? so whats the choice i'm going to make?