LESSONS..

learnt.
today had choir audits and interviews.
as well as choir.
thought of some stuff.
reflected abt certain things.
and now i realise the difficulty of it now.
it's not as manageable as i thought it be.
but it has taught me a lesson.

i've got so many priorities, commitments..
and i am in sec 4.
got back chem papers today.
just,
disappointed.
tomorrow's bio..
help.

all i can think of is pray really hard darling.
and think positive baby..

someone made this comment once:
depression is when you fall deep into the well, trap underground in a dark area, and what you need is someone to reach out to pull you out of the pit-and that's help.

HELP.

p.s. am i in depression? i don't think so. but maybe i am but i don't know, or maybe i am just in a very reflective mood now. so don't worry, i don't need a counsellor or psychiatrist.