reflection

this is so contradicting.
i tell you not to show your emotions too much
yet when i feel mixed, others can always tell.

but putting up a facade is so fake right?
but by showing how you feel and everything, isn't tt like unhealthy?

that's why i love GOD, because with him, in front of him, you need not put up a pretence that you're this and that when you are actually broken inside.
it's because GOD heals the broken, comforts the lonely, healer of all wounds and pains.it's because you can come to him broken and upset, and he will pick you up and say that he loves you no matter what.

recently, i've been feeling very failure.. because of a lot of stuff, tt i can't uphold the responsibilities, because i don't carry myself properly, because all i do is fool around and am not serious.and there was a point where i really thought you made a mistake in leaving it to me. well, this still dwells in my mind, but i know i've got a great god. and i may really questioned why i am put into this and that position but i know it isn't a mistake because it's part of HIS plan for me.



and i'll sing, sing,
i love you so
and i'll sing
because the world can't take away your love