still sing

RJ chorale was so entertaining. yep. not bad a concert. really quite light hearted. GEN the bimbo and QUAN the SOLO pwns! haha! I LOVE YOU BOTH! haha, ching and i agreed that gen so totally got her bimbotic practices from our days in st nicks. haha. THE SUN I SWEAR, IS BLEACHING OUT MY GORGEOUS HAIR =))) entertainment aside. RJ CHORALE has quite a different sound from miss lim's choirs. yep, i guess they sound more fat and ya, sound has more body and it's darker. but sops were a bit thin on the high notes. and some chords weren't formed nicely. otherwise i thk their stage presence is really quite gd. expression and all. i like their fat sound. haha.

and and not forgetting RI choir. there's this really cute sec 1 boy who's quite short and small and haha, vulnerable.
oops. hurhur. i <3 val, nat, ching,lix,gen,mong, mich and quan! missed you all <33

yes, the weekend had been dismal. just 4 letters. s.i.a.n. urgh, many times where i nearly lost it. and on saturday.. it was extremely hilarious. was at the avt. and some of the pple were throwing the ball that we used for captains ball around. and there was this throw that went from the ground to the pple who were sitting at the top of the avt. and the ball like flew pass a few of us who were sitting on the lower levels. although it probably didnt fly anywhere near me, i just screamed and i started tearing automatically. haha. was damn funny la. then cause the pple arnd me were laughing, i started laughing too, so i was laughing and tearing like some crazy sort person. haha. thankfully it stopped soon enough.

i feel an outburst coming soon. just like any minute my rubber band is going to snap. and it's ridiculous. why am i feeling this way and hello woman? you are only in j1? if i go on feeling whatever it is i am feeling, j2 will just be a worse nightmare. ok, breathe!! don't stress!! breathe!!

so, god, i pray that you won't let that happen. help me to remain strong and cheerful so that i may encourage those around me. i read this prayer somewhere. it goes smth like.. lord, i don't understand why this is happening, i don't know why it's this way and i don't know why it's happening to me but still i thank you.

(don't need to wait for the sun to shine
don't need to wait for the clouds to clear
i'll still sing
i know that my god, you're so good
don't need to wait for the waves to still
don't need to wait for the storms to calm
i'll still sing
i know that my god, you're so good)

phantom of the opera on tues <3
and there's choir tmr <333