tired

i feel so tired. sigh, it's funny how i thought to myself before that maybe.. just maybe.. i would love to study. like after exams there would absolutely be.. nothing to do. (NOT! haha.) but i feel so tired.. looking at my schedule, looking at the things i have not studied, thinking abt whether i can even remember those things that i have studied.

muscles all tensed up. yes, definitely stressed out.
trying to breathe.
dang. i am worrying.

yes, sigh..
my notes are screaming to be picked up.
so tired...
i feel so whiny. haha, and i really want to call someone and just go.. "hey, i am so tired..." and then fall asleep while saying tt. haha.

"hello!"
"hey, how are you?"
"i am so tired..............."
"haha, go sleep?"
"....."
"hello?"
"...."
"err... are you there?"
"..."
"hello?"

ahh.. imagine the reaction of the person on the other line. well, that just made me chuckle.
when things get so tiring, you just find some random things to think abt to keep yourself awake.

back to the books.