excuse me!

my name is CHERIE, and not cheryl.

ok, i think i am being a total...( i give you a hint, it starts with the letter B).
argh! i'm sorry.
sometimes i wonder what it was like to be GOD. i mean, god is someone who is so powerful.. like woah you know. you can do all things. and like wow. just wow. ever wondered how it wld feel to be able to do ALL things? haha, like change all weekends to weekdays and all weekdays to weekends vice versa! school wld be saturday and sunday, and holidays would be from monday to friday.. change all teachers to students and all students to teachers. change all roads and cars and everything around into colours just like townsville! (in case you were wondering where that is, it's a tiny little non existant village where the powerpuff girls live) oh cuteness! KAWAII NEH! (thats your cue to open your eyes wider and put a victory handsign at the corner of your right eye, say cheese!)

haha, i sound like some little girl who absolutely loathes primary school. well kid, check out jc life!
ohmy, i think there's a schizo in me.
how cute.
i talk to myself.
oh i forgot, i am weird, remember?

where was i? oh yes i remember.

i think i change my mind of wanting to be such a powerful being because being god is tiring. not that i tried, like bruce almighty. but yes, can you imagine hearing everyone's prayers like all at one shot. it's so amazing how god can do it.. like store so many prayers in his head.. or file them up..or even reply all prayers. like how? bruce almighty died doing that. and god can do it, simply cause he is GOD! haha.
i changed my mind because i think i would go crazy. in fact i already am. i can't stand it when my head is cramped up with so many things to thk abt and i have to share the space inside my head with econs notes and bio and math and etcetera etcetera. like help! (whince) and i thk it drives me mad cause i can't focus properly sometimes on things that i shld be thinking abt.

so, if i were god, i would die doing my job. cause.. my brain space is just. that small.

ahh! my head feels like a timebomb waiting to be explodedddddddddddddd
(to be said like in the song "jaacobin iso pojat" jacob's twelve sons)
just like judaa...ddddddddddd
and sebulonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (don't forget, in triplet time!)

evidently, i have gone mad. and sometimes i wish our brains were made in a way where our memory of things are stored in hard drives. so we can store different things in different hard drives and when we are suppose to thk of this then we put in this thumb drive. when we are not, we simply just take it out and voila, we dont have to think abt it.

god is good, all the time! he puts a song of praise in this heart of mine.

the only way to stay sane is to break out into songs of hope and joy, asking god to fill my heart with peace. he promises peace. "peace i give to you, and peace i live with you.. i do not give as the world gives.." and how this peace that he gives transcends all understanding.