the christmas Eve

Why not adam?

so as of last night, we finally did our final and last performance. kind of felt a little nervous for maybe the first time on stage while acting. i will miss everyone although it's quite silly to do so since i see them almost every sunday.

church choir sung yesterday again. was quite worried abt it, but in the end i kind of enjoyed myself onstage even though it wasn't a really gd performance i guess. but gd job, uncles and aunties, youths, little kids =)) felt like a clown up there when very few pple were smiling..but the performance was quite enjoyable.

finally spoke to enai last night. we were standing along the sides of the driveway in church, i was ranting and just pouring out my thoughts, she was listening. gave some advice. prayed with me. kind of felt like that little girl in primary 6 again. then we exchanged gifts and hugs. said gdbyes hastily while i rush to meet my caroling group at level 5. as i walked away, i kind of felt a renewed conviction to want to leave everything to god, but yet again i was still rather confused and had all thoughts mixed up.

caroling was great fun. this year's response was much better i thk.. had a few houses to sing to.. then we went to nicodemus's hse. the bake potato and pizza was really great. haha. nevertheless had fun counting down to christmas, smsing well wishes to friends. thanks for all the gifts, cards, wishes. love you all =))