''throat infection,'' says the doc.

so i didnt go to sch today. woke up feeling as though my throat wasn't there.
c: so maybe you piahed the wrong way. maybe you were screaming too much.

went to see the doctor, got my mc and excuse from choir on sat. =( what a wrong time to fall sick.
c: so this is the result of being stubborn. how are you to last till the 8th of may?

whatever. i just want to get well soon, and get well now. so i can start trying to improve my voice again. to quote from mr quek, pray that you'll get well soon. yes. pray pray pray!!!!!

hmm, of course it's probably 4 more days to o levels releasal of results. probably. it's a strong rumour, but then again, no one will know when they decide to release it. hannah insisted tt it's going to be on a friday which makes it 8 more days. either way, it's still quite soon. i rather get it earlier. then i can stop thking abt it now and then esp. when i am on the bus and have nth much to do.

well, i promised to trust god in this. and yes, i will. manage to read smth interesting off huiying's blog which really encouraged me. '' in jesus christ, i will lead a 100% victorious life.'' and she shared abt how she told her friend tt although she didnt study for a test, she will definitely pass it. sounds incredible huh? yep, in christ, i wil emerge victorious in my o levels. and yes i will! wrote a song the other day to encourage myself.

Jesus, i know
that You are the Lord Almighty
Jesus, i know
that You are the king of kings
Lord, i trust in You
that You will deliver me
Lord, i believe in You
that You will bring me through the stormy seas..

chorus:
You are my God
and i will believe
that You can do all things
You are my God
and i will sing
praises to You,oh Jesus

Jesus You are
the Lord above all things, and all mankind
Jesus you are
the gracious loving father
Lord, oh mighty saviour
in You, i'll have no fear and no more worries
great is Your love,
in You, i'll have all faith and confidence..

chorus

bridge:
i'll have no fear X3
for You are God

chorus

i guess in a way, i wrote this to remind myself of who god is. how he is everything. how powerful he is. and because he is so powerful and loving and gracious, anything in him, through him is possible. that includes the difficulties that we face in our lives. god has a great plan for all of us. all we have to do is to just trust him in it.
amen? i hope this encourages anyone who feels upset or feel that their situation is hopeless.
i feel really weak now. mentally, emotionally, physically..
but guess what?
when i am weak, god is strong!