fly away

ok, haven't updated in such a long time.
yep, firstly, thanks everyone for all the encouragement! i'm fine. yes, feeling much much better alr, because a miracle happened that night, for the first time in so many months. thankful. have been looking forward to it for such a long time. anyway, i managed to release everything out that monday. and now, i am fine. re-energized, renewed..
no, i'm not stressed, even if i am.. ya, i am doing much better now. feeling more motivated i guess.

choir's been doing fine <3! we must continue to improve bit by bit. i can smell the honours coming! come on! we have got to get it and we can! <333 other than that, i have been trying to get my register and resonance back. somehow, kind of lost it. and i shld stop scrunching my face or tensing my shoulders when i sing. and i need to breathe more.

lol. after today's practice, miss ho and miss lim were reminding the choir abt smth impt in our lives as a student. and that struck me hard on the face. cld it be god's voice resonating through them? argh! help help help. i was like, ahhh when i heard it. and i can feel myself crinching within. hmm, lishan felt the same way and then after that, a few pple switched to reflective mode. then some of the alto jnrs set together and we began sharing a bit on whats going on so far..xianyou was like repeating the same line over and over again to me. then i nearly died. but then again, i'll be fine. i need to talk to god. hello god.. are you trying to hint smth here? hmm.

ooh, phantom of the opera was very very nice! the music was good. and the stage effects, lighting.. everyth was good. indeed a world-class musical. i felt so awed after the entire performance. nearly cried the last bit when the phantom was singing.. hmm, felt that his character portrayed a lot abt rejection and disappointment.

have been listening a lot of corrinemay's songs recently. inspiring lyrics and the music's just gd. i'm glad you shared the songs with me, the tunes have been stucked in my head. have been listening to it so frequently esp. when i take the bus back. thank you mortal <3!

you can fly so high
keep your gaze upon the sky
i'll be praying every step, along the way
even though it breaks my heart to know,
we'll be so far apart
i love you, too much
to make you stay
baby, fly away...