were you?

yea, just had dinner. didn't have so much of an appetite though. i guess that's cause my mind was exploding with a huge ton of things. gpp by tmr, and i am still MIA in msn. and ya. stayed back late in sch. had choir interviews and was waiting for a few of the last pple to finish. enjoyed the quietness of the sch though. it's like super quiet without activity but yet so many things are going on at that very moment. and yes, for once, i really felt as though time really stopped tt instant.

were you disappointed?
i didn't dare to look at you for an answer.
were you tired?
i guess you were, from the way you spoke. (softer by the minute)
were you disappointed?
i'm sorry.
just don't stop loving me.

i guess everytime when we do smth wrong, we are bound to allow others to form their own judgement of us. and ya, don't we all fear judgement? i know i do. i get really mad sometimes when i thk abt how others look or view me. and ya, it's so sad that our world is so judgemental that sometimes you just wish everyone was the same. but i do know that we have a god who judges in the end. but still loves you and accepts you for who you are. thats love. acknowledging yet accepting your faults no matter what happened.

i love you.