she nearly died

omgoodness! my brother nearly murdered beverly. thank god, i managed to revive her. phew. beverly's my pink ipod nano by the way. yes, that doesn't mean tt she cldnt have died. urgh. thank god!

ooh, other than that, vch rehearsal that day was not that gd. sigh. i regretted slping at 2.30 the night before. was doing my PI and hopefully it's fine now cause my first draft wasnt gd and i had to redo it. but yes, i shall refrain from slping so late in future. sigh, must excercise more responsibility! but i believe although it's one more week, we can achieve so much better! we really can! but yea, thank god for seok and lishan whom i can pray with anytime..go go go choir! it's exactly 7 more days! so i walked with the choir to marina that day but i left after tt, didnt take lunch. haha, needed the quiet and i was just burnt out i guess. but haha, had fun racing seok up the flight of stairs at marina sq entrance. yep, it's quite shuang. the feeling of adrenaline. exactly what i needed. hee, everyone else thought we were mad. yea, the company that day was great. wished i cld be at the jazz concert that night though. i love jazz. and i have a sudden craze for classical music. and yes, i am madly in love with the theme from swan lake! <33

oh haha, i was late for sch on monday. the ehartless bus driver totally didnt wait for me. and 153 takes really long to come! hmm, shall i take train tmr or bus?

anw, i have a new found courage! and yea, thank god for adeline who sent me this article that day. was very very encouraged by it. it was on how we shld thank god for everything no matter what. and ya, no matter how bad our day was, there was bound to be smth we can give thanks for. yea, so i give thanks for wonderful friends, family? we had a seriously no link conversation over lunch today. i was spamming my brother with KI stuff although i dont take KI. i was telling him how i thk it would be great if humans eat for leisure and not a necessity. and my dad suddenly said that the salted egg wasn't salty cause they didnt preserve it during a full moon. like what on earth? i laughed until i teared. so random and no sense at all? omg. retarded la.

ya, back to the article, it mentioned on how we shldnt focus too much on our problems because god placed us in problems to see how we deal with them, and ultimately, god is interested in shaping and moulding our character too. so my focusing on our problems all the time, thking tt my life is dysfunctional just makes me a selfish person. yes, so that was my new found courage.. thk it served like a strong reminder. and i thank god for it. perhaps it was a drink from the water of life that i have been thirsting for, for such a long time. never been so refreshed. so, for now, i am a happy girl. shall remain positive. esp. for chem lect. test tmr. <333 i love chem with every fibre of my being. lol. lishan thought i was for real when i msged her that.

oh well, missed the altos today. i hope you all had a fruitful practice today aat yuhan's place. argh! heard abt the food and bonding that i missed!! and of course sectionals.. shall attempt to practice myself a little after dinner. yep, amazingly, i cld sing with ring at vch that day.. as in, we were doing a warm up with miss lim.. the one that started frm F# then to high F# then arpeggios down.. i cld actually ring on the high F#. was quite excited.. maybe i shld try it tonight again. sometimes i find tt to get the ring and find my placement, have to sing higher notes first. if it works, i shld try on that pitch from now on.

yes, dinner at sgn gardens today.. equates to beef horfun as usual. and fish soup for my parents.