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it finally worked! oh thank god..have been waiting for this thing to work for years and now finally it works! yes! haha.. ok breif updates on whats been happening.

on syf:
TO GOD BE THE GLORY! seriously and honestly, i really felt that it was god behind it and that's why we got it. god is really really very good to us. and our choir's really blessed by him. think that this is a very gd testimony to his name and i am really glad.

yea, well, i guess we were a little unstable on stage esp. the starting. yes, and then went a little sharp here and there during the performance. and yes, i thk reality then, hit us that we're more or less settling with gold. either high gold or GWH. and i thk everyone was kind of preparing themselves for the worse or either that, feeling a little disappointed, scared.. all sorts of mixed emotions. for me, it was more of like restlessness. yes, i didnt know how or what to feel. cause deep down i was really quite anxious and scared.. yet i know full well that i shldn't be so lack of faith in god. and yes, we prayed tt he will grant us that gwh, so have faith that he will regardless of whatever that happened on stage.

so, i was going bonkers trying to calm myself down and try encourage the other pple too. so it was a intense period of time from how we got offstage, heard feedback that it wasn't our best performance, watched the other choirs sing, marvel at them, waited for the results, and finally hear the results. the lady who announced really scared me. she went like GOLD (fullstop) then added, with honours! and immediately everyone jumped up and screamed. haha. yes. it came really unexpectedly. and i guess god works in such unexpected and amazing ways. simply breathtaking and ya, wow. indeed, it was by his grace that we got what we achieved. amen. so praise god and thank him for everyth. really. even miss lim agrees.

haha. well, so our result came as a shock although we're happy. hmm, i thk that although some of us or other ppl may not feel that we deserve it and yes, we are really very blessed to have gotten it, but i believe that the fact that the judges awarded us that GWH proves the X factor theory right. yea, there must be smth they see in us that made them deem us worthy of that gwh title. so, feel proud of it yes? hmm, maybe others might not see that in us or anything but yes, i believe that that x factor thing saved us.. really. hmm, guess we had communication wth the audience, made them feel part of it. yes, the title can serve as a motivation now for us to work harder so that when we showcase it at our concert we'll be able to show others that we are worthy of the title. yes, we can't afford to be complacent also la. just have fun this week, but must be prepared to chiong all the way for concert. yes,and i believe that if we work hard.. i am sure we will peak at our concert. =))

needless to say, i feel that some choirs are quite gd..but they didn't get the result they wanted due to exceeding time. yes acjc was very gd. and i really respect and applaud them. they kind of knew that they might exceed time but despite that, they went on stage to create music. yep, so they didn't want to go any faster for the slow songs but yes, they just wanted the song to have a full effect.. so, yes, they got gold. but everyone knew they were a GWH choir. and yes, i really respect them for what they did. it was very brave. (thanks xianyou for giving up your acjc choir ticket to me, i'm glad you got a ticket too. thanks)

hmm, yes i thk i said this before, jc choir syf competition is quite intense. simply because in every choir, there is smth to learn from them.. there is substance. ya, great experience although the entire day was very very tiring. the music that some of the choirs created were just simply breathtaking. well, i just want to encourage everyone to continue to press on despite the results that they/we got. yes.there is always room for improvement whether or not they/we did well at the competition yes?

after that we went for dinner at marina food court. and after that some adjourned to esplanade while the rest of us wanted to go home. half way we decided that it was too early then we went to chijmes. sat down and talked too. had great fun la.

i learnt alot though. i thk this really strengthened my faith in god. and yes, it's really too good to be true. god really loves us a lot. amen. yes, we shld have a worship session soon. and miss lim says to count her in accd to hewlett. haha. can't wait.

on 15th may:
i am down with food poisoning,probably due to sushi tei dinner on mothers'day. urgh. no diarrhoea though. just feel like vomitting every sec and feel weak and tired, stomach queasiness and feverish. haha, had a temperature yesterday night 38.5! but glad that it went down today.

now, i feel as though i am suffering from pnuemonia. chest conjestion and coughing. did i tell you how painful it was to cough when your stomach is not feeling well. the worst part is coughing but nth comes out.. urgh. =( so, i didnt go to sch yesterday and today. missed a great deal of tests which i have to make up eventually. urgh. chem spa make up is on friday after ct. kill me. and math make up? no idea..

oh and there's vj concert tonight. thk i can go like this? i guess i will just cab later. can't miss watching ching, lix and mong! go pple! can't scream either. pfft. i am so irritable when i am sick. i havent eaten since breakfast yesterday besides a few mouthfuls of porridge which made me want to throw up again. aahhh! hmm, hopefully i will be well to attend sch tmr. there is comprehension make up tmr after sch. too much sashimi and sushi for my own gd.

=( pissed. oh i had weird recurring dreams though. someone interpret it for me. i kept dreaming of black dots. and how each dot is stationed at each of my joints. and then, i keep dreaming of how they have to be connected in a certain way.. like from dot no.1 to dot no. god knows what. yes, and before i know it, i wake up with a jerk and find that i am a 38.5 hot stuff.

yes, ssss.. i sizzle, i scorch and now i pass the torch! i slept for the entire of yesterday and half of today. urgh!bimbotic. ahhh!!!! somehow, sometimes you wished you cld be ill but when you are really sick, you wished that the sickness would go away. =( miss polly had a dolly who is sick sick sick. she called for the doctor to be quick quick quick!

as of 16th may:
oh yesterday was really bad. my eyes suddenly swelled. thk it's an allergy to medicine tt i took. but thank god.. i am feeling better alr. the swell went down. although fever still quite irregular, keep going up and down. even today. but yes, felt quite frustrated, emo and helpless. and i nearly teared at choir cause i cldn't do anything. but i knew it was for my own gd. so, yes.. it's a motivation for me to rest more and get well soon. thanks to all who encouraged and sent well wishes. love you all! and i got myself another mc!

other random thoughts:
-choir elections are coming, interviews are starting, nomination list is out. yes, exciting and happening!
-chem spa tmr! (hyperventilates)
-concert is coming! exciting too! i need to go learn my scores to make up for the stuff i missed!
-vj concert was gd.
-3 mcs in a week! (record breaking!!!)
-by HIS stripes i will be healed!
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