:(

i just wrote a very angry entry. and yes, i deleted it.
:(
it's irritating to know that you are upset but you don't really want to be upset abt things because you know you shldn't be.
do i make sense?
then again, it's not wrong to feel upset cause we are created with emotions?
but it's just..i feel very stupid doing things or feeling things that is wrong and that i'm aware of it.

and this phrase just made me feel so upset. (for nth)
"Mistakes- it could be that the purpose of your life is only to serve as a warning to others"

like why am i even upset abt it in the first place when i have a truckload of rebuttals and counter arguments?

:( it's just not my day today. better stop before this ends up like the previous entry.