farewell

every beat of my heart:corrinnemay

So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear

'Cause I don't know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart

I wish that time
Could be replayed
I'd keep you here with me everyday
They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way

'cause I don't know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you're watching over every beat of my heart

yes, i guess this song really expresses what i feel for all of the seniors. farewell went not bad and i am glad. there are so many lessons to be learnt and taken out of this event. but i am just thankful for all of my batchmates who helped one way or another. thanks for all the effort! =) it's very heartwarming to see everyone really working together and encouraging each other esp. during the short debrief that we had. it's really the beginning for us.

i love rioHC.

genesis

i guess it's really the beginning for us j1s huh?
and thank you everyone who believed in me. i love all of you. truly. and ya, i will give it my best, really wld.
and yes, i know whatever that happened at cantare wasn't really luck. it was GOD.
i don't deny god's goodness but sometimes i have my own struggles. like one minute he blesses you, yet the next like almost immediately, smth is in your way again.

will get it sorted out tonight. see you all on the 12th.
hello hello? may i speak to god please?

hey god...

OMG

it finally worked! oh thank god..have been waiting for this thing to work for years and now finally it works! yes! haha.. ok breif updates on whats been happening.

on syf:
TO GOD BE THE GLORY! seriously and honestly, i really felt that it was god behind it and that's why we got it. god is really really very good to us. and our choir's really blessed by him. think that this is a very gd testimony to his name and i am really glad.

yea, well, i guess we were a little unstable on stage esp. the starting. yes, and then went a little sharp here and there during the performance. and yes, i thk reality then, hit us that we're more or less settling with gold. either high gold or GWH. and i thk everyone was kind of preparing themselves for the worse or either that, feeling a little disappointed, scared.. all sorts of mixed emotions. for me, it was more of like restlessness. yes, i didnt know how or what to feel. cause deep down i was really quite anxious and scared.. yet i know full well that i shldn't be so lack of faith in god. and yes, we prayed tt he will grant us that gwh, so have faith that he will regardless of whatever that happened on stage.

so, i was going bonkers trying to calm myself down and try encourage the other pple too. so it was a intense period of time from how we got offstage, heard feedback that it wasn't our best performance, watched the other choirs sing, marvel at them, waited for the results, and finally hear the results. the lady who announced really scared me. she went like GOLD (fullstop) then added, with honours! and immediately everyone jumped up and screamed. haha. yes. it came really unexpectedly. and i guess god works in such unexpected and amazing ways. simply breathtaking and ya, wow. indeed, it was by his grace that we got what we achieved. amen. so praise god and thank him for everyth. really. even miss lim agrees.

haha. well, so our result came as a shock although we're happy. hmm, i thk that although some of us or other ppl may not feel that we deserve it and yes, we are really very blessed to have gotten it, but i believe that the fact that the judges awarded us that GWH proves the X factor theory right. yea, there must be smth they see in us that made them deem us worthy of that gwh title. so, feel proud of it yes? hmm, maybe others might not see that in us or anything but yes, i believe that that x factor thing saved us.. really. hmm, guess we had communication wth the audience, made them feel part of it. yes, the title can serve as a motivation now for us to work harder so that when we showcase it at our concert we'll be able to show others that we are worthy of the title. yes, we can't afford to be complacent also la. just have fun this week, but must be prepared to chiong all the way for concert. yes,and i believe that if we work hard.. i am sure we will peak at our concert. =))

needless to say, i feel that some choirs are quite gd..but they didn't get the result they wanted due to exceeding time. yes acjc was very gd. and i really respect and applaud them. they kind of knew that they might exceed time but despite that, they went on stage to create music. yep, so they didn't want to go any faster for the slow songs but yes, they just wanted the song to have a full effect.. so, yes, they got gold. but everyone knew they were a GWH choir. and yes, i really respect them for what they did. it was very brave. (thanks xianyou for giving up your acjc choir ticket to me, i'm glad you got a ticket too. thanks)

hmm, yes i thk i said this before, jc choir syf competition is quite intense. simply because in every choir, there is smth to learn from them.. there is substance. ya, great experience although the entire day was very very tiring. the music that some of the choirs created were just simply breathtaking. well, i just want to encourage everyone to continue to press on despite the results that they/we got. yes.there is always room for improvement whether or not they/we did well at the competition yes?

after that we went for dinner at marina food court. and after that some adjourned to esplanade while the rest of us wanted to go home. half way we decided that it was too early then we went to chijmes. sat down and talked too. had great fun la.

i learnt alot though. i thk this really strengthened my faith in god. and yes, it's really too good to be true. god really loves us a lot. amen. yes, we shld have a worship session soon. and miss lim says to count her in accd to hewlett. haha. can't wait.

on 15th may:
i am down with food poisoning,probably due to sushi tei dinner on mothers'day. urgh. no diarrhoea though. just feel like vomitting every sec and feel weak and tired, stomach queasiness and feverish. haha, had a temperature yesterday night 38.5! but glad that it went down today.

now, i feel as though i am suffering from pnuemonia. chest conjestion and coughing. did i tell you how painful it was to cough when your stomach is not feeling well. the worst part is coughing but nth comes out.. urgh. =( so, i didnt go to sch yesterday and today. missed a great deal of tests which i have to make up eventually. urgh. chem spa make up is on friday after ct. kill me. and math make up? no idea..

oh and there's vj concert tonight. thk i can go like this? i guess i will just cab later. can't miss watching ching, lix and mong! go pple! can't scream either. pfft. i am so irritable when i am sick. i havent eaten since breakfast yesterday besides a few mouthfuls of porridge which made me want to throw up again. aahhh! hmm, hopefully i will be well to attend sch tmr. there is comprehension make up tmr after sch. too much sashimi and sushi for my own gd.

=( pissed. oh i had weird recurring dreams though. someone interpret it for me. i kept dreaming of black dots. and how each dot is stationed at each of my joints. and then, i keep dreaming of how they have to be connected in a certain way.. like from dot no.1 to dot no. god knows what. yes, and before i know it, i wake up with a jerk and find that i am a 38.5 hot stuff.

yes, ssss.. i sizzle, i scorch and now i pass the torch! i slept for the entire of yesterday and half of today. urgh!bimbotic. ahhh!!!! somehow, sometimes you wished you cld be ill but when you are really sick, you wished that the sickness would go away. =( miss polly had a dolly who is sick sick sick. she called for the doctor to be quick quick quick!

as of 16th may:
oh yesterday was really bad. my eyes suddenly swelled. thk it's an allergy to medicine tt i took. but thank god.. i am feeling better alr. the swell went down. although fever still quite irregular, keep going up and down. even today. but yes, felt quite frustrated, emo and helpless. and i nearly teared at choir cause i cldn't do anything. but i knew it was for my own gd. so, yes.. it's a motivation for me to rest more and get well soon. thanks to all who encouraged and sent well wishes. love you all! and i got myself another mc!

other random thoughts:
-choir elections are coming, interviews are starting, nomination list is out. yes, exciting and happening!
-chem spa tmr! (hyperventilates)
-concert is coming! exciting too! i need to go learn my scores to make up for the stuff i missed!
-vj concert was gd.
-3 mcs in a week! (record breaking!!!)
-by HIS stripes i will be healed!
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2 more days!

2 more days to SYF!!
come on hc choir! we can do this. yep, we've really come this far. looking back just makes me realise how much we've worked for this day! so let's just go up on stage, perform our best,fight all the way (with brains of course) and get that GWH! yes!

smth happened on saturday that made me thk quite a bit. i am sorry, hated myself for awhile. it wont happen again. and when she said that word, my heart broke into a million pieces. really. although i wasn't upset to the point tt i wld break down, but i just felt, like xin1 tong4! yep. yes, i know she said it out of anger.. but yep. thankfully, managed to put it aside until practice ended. then images flashed back again and again. it reminded me of that phone call. but yes, shldn't let it affect me. must be strong and continue fighting! haha, i'm a little fighter man!

ya, i died like don't know how many times in the super mario game tt yuntian posted on yahoogrps. lol. i can't even jump across the first hole but i still kept playing and playing for at least 15 mins. then i gave up. going to try again later. HAHA. one day, i will play until the boss. anw, we have our own nintendo game to play on SYF day! yay! i lvoe jap game!

i went swimming just now. felt so hot and i was sneezing non stop during maths tuition. urgh! so i decided to go for a dip and the jacuzzi was very very good. haha. somehow i love the taste and smell of chlorine. HAHA. yep, hmm, next time i shall have a water bed. a water bed filled with chlorine water. haha, so that when i slp i'll feel as though i'm slping in the pool. lol.

so, why is keanu reeves never a magician?

duh? cause he ''MEI2-TRICKS''

IT'S SO FUNNY RIGHT? and no one found it funny =((

gold with honours!

i love snchoir with every single fibre of my being!
yes dears, you all did it =))from a senior's point of view, i can only say that, looking at you all on stage was absolutely breath-taking. hmm,the moment you all walked on stage.. i ebt the whole row of seniors were alr smilign like shit. ya, jsut cldn't stop. and moments before that we were all having heart trepidations. HAHA stands for having a heart attack! haha! and after the performance we were all so proud right til the waiting for the results, we all felt quite scared, remembered that gen and i were squeezing each other's hands, closing our eyes shut.. haha. ya, and when it was announced chij st nicholas girls' choir, gold with honours! although miss lim said not to scream.. it was an unconditioned reflex.. everyone jsut automatic scream like mad.. haha! ahhhh! i was so ecstatic all the way back home! i am so so so proud! it feels so gd even though i am not in the choir anymore. like you hear ppl arnd talking abt stnicks choir getting gwh! i am so so so absolutely proud tt you all got it. well done pple! well deserved results! well done committee! all the tears that you all shed for the choir worth it right? haha.. besides, you all looked pretty glam for once in tt purple uniform!and miss lim looked really gd also.loved her choker. i missed the 'red sea' though.

once again, to god be the glory!

haha, went bonkers.. just seeing the rest of clgmm makes me smile =)) hope tt, i can load the photos soon! love them all. hope you girls had a great dinner!

yep,it's hwachong's turn to get it man! we will get it. come on pple! let's do it! it's 13 more days only =)) zhi3 hui4 bi4 sheng4, bu4 xu3 shi1 bai4! haha, is that correct? omg! i jsut used a chinese phrase! woohoo! this is what hwachong does to you. fttm! (funny to the max)

so, what do you call bob the builder when he retires?

answer: bob. (duh?)

self control

ok self control is the keyword.
self control from screaming and making that urgh.. noise that will spoil my throat
self control from eating fried food and all sorts of things that will hurt my throat
self control from wishing our chem teacher would take the day off
self control from thinking of stuff
self control from pressing numbered and green buttons
self control from emoing
self control from letting those tears flow down

ok, self control aside.. st nicks just blows me away. for many reasons. and i love my dear choir girls. just make sure you girls go all out and all the way. 2 more weeks only. CAN! i nearly teared while i hear her speak promisingly abt snchoir. thk we all came a long way since the last syf 2 yrs ago in 2005. and ya, finally this is the batch which can fufill the long awaited dream. we shall see. if all of you can maintain it till syf, you win. and i just want to say that i am very inspired after hearing them. i guess it makes me want to work hard for my own competition and create MUSIC.

anw, choir prac yesterday for me was kind of a rarr practice. haha, yep, was feeling even more rarr when i got home. sound just cldn't come out and i dont even know if the dong ding DANG doong awful sound came from me. ya. thk i overstretched my vocal chords. it feels like they are going to snap and my entire lungs is going to collapse kind of feeling. haha, psychological. i shld say, ''i am fine''. yes, and i realise i shld just smile everyday cause a smile can probably make a whole lot difference to someone else. so any trashy feelings, just ren3 and go find a wall to kick or smth. lol.

so concert schedules:
14th april RJ CHORALE
17th april THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
24th april SYF CENTRAL JUDGING FOR CHOIR (SECONDARY SCHOOLS)
17th may VJ CHOIR CONCERT
27th may HC CONCERT

KIV: njc choir concert. details unknown.

wow. HAPPENING RIGHT?
yes, 8th may is drawing closer and closer, it just makes me want to work harder. i really really want it. and we will get there! although not everyone may be completely of the same mind yet but i know everyone is working towards it. could have slap myself for making weird noises last evening. seriously! i shld have more faith. yes, feeling rarr wasn't an excuse for me to react so lack of faith and disgusting. ohmy, i just realise how insensitive i was.. ETTM! (er to the max)

RARR!! ok, breathe!!! that was yesterday. i was er. now i shld get over it. and move on!
ok nvm. today i feel refreshed and more positive..

so much for feeling better, i shld get myself ear plugs. seriously.

no title

cldnt thk of a heading for this post. well, thank you lovely 7 pple who bought tickets to the ntu concert! at least miss lim wasn't upset with the numbers or anything.

and, sn choir! congrats on the wonderful performance last night at the concert. you all did well. though i wasn't there, you know how proud i was when i heard from so many pple that you guys were great? and yes. i was really excited and somehow i started wishing i was there to hear the real thing and experience the music myself. but yes, this doesn't mean tt you pple can start being complacent and thk you all will sing tt well for syf ok? i'm sure through this performance, you all can already see your potential and know tt you all are capable of getting the results, so the challenge right now is to remain consistent and give your wonderful conductor the security when conducting you all. if you can achieve tt, you win. yes? remain focus all the way. i believe you all can do it. =)

and, rioHC.. we can do this. we just have to identify our problem. yes like miss lim said, there shld be no reason why we still cant get it when we are trying. bingzhu also said there must be some other underlying reason. we just have got to reflect and sort it out individually. yes, sometimes i really wonder what's my problem also. why am i so inconsistent and why only sometimes then i can produce the correct sound. sigh. looks like i need more practice so tt in future i can straight away get it. no time to lose i thk. must go find a partner to 'ah' at during break time. and my breathing! looks like i must start ''kaii's workout'' soon. 50 situps, 3 times a week. gambatte!

went for nat's band concert. rjc's band is really gd. not bad at all. the concert was kind of entertaining. and NAT! ZOMG! your solo was brilliant. made my heart melt. aww. di tanjong katong! =) you take care alright! and i shall see you very soon! stop ponning student development ok? be a guai kid!

that's all i guess.

step down

today, i finally announced my dearest successor..
serene seow, you can do it and you are the president of choir..come on, repeat after me!
haha, i love my successor.
somehow i didnt cry but there were many occassions where i felt like just tearing..
anyway, i trust tt the choir is in very good hands and so, choir, pls trust the excomm's judgement ok?
sighs, i jsut realise tt as of a few hrs ago, i entrusted all my responsibilities to serene, and somehow it feels like a burden off my shoulders. but i feel so uneasy and sad tt now, every tues and thurs is just extended lessons after sch and more studying at home after sch. of course the sch hasnt announced a total step down for all sec4s, so we still have to be at choir on thursdays, yea, not a bad thing, 2 more weeks or so only, and really want to watch the new comm. step up to take charge.. =)))) still rmb how unsure i was of myself, the first practice i stood there..that was 1 yr ago.. =(
anyway, i know my wonderful comm.07 can do it.

sn choir is going to get GWH next yr. yes we will!

anw, i got my first heart attack today when i got the 1st call. yes. i was so happy and in a sense relieved tt i know i got it. feeling quite contented actually, nothing beats being in the choir of a wonderful conductor. but of course i am praying that i receive my 2nd call soon, next week perhaps? yea, still praying really hard. but this taught me a very gd lesson and i really want to say that it's not by my strength but of divine intervention. GOD has been so great. and really, somehow everything just unfolds and comes out all well. =)) PRAISE GOD, HALLELUJAH! i pray that miracle no. 2 will happen. and i realise tt if i believe, pray, and if it's the will of GOD, i will receive =))

GOD IS GOOD, TERNER NER NER NER NER NER
HE IS SO GOOD, TERNER NER NER NER NER NER
GOD IS GOOD, TERNER NER NER NER NER NER
HE IS SO GOOD, TERNER NER NER NER NER NER
SO GOOD, TER TER
SO GOOD, TER TER
GOD IS GOOD........TER TER TER TER.... ( TRUMPET BLOWS AWAY)

CALL ME, SO I CAN SING THIS SONG TO YOU MAN.. ANW, ITS THE TUNE OF THE BURGER KING ADVERT. SONG. =))))

1st july

5 next wk but i spent my entire day in sch ushering inquisitive parents and kids arnd the sch compund, tell them more abt sn, marketted e sch. lost count of how many times my throat cracked. then came home for tuition on relative velocity which made me feel like the stupidest person alive. =) that probably summed up my day pretty much.

anw, i think the cca showcase reminded me of alot of things that happened a year back. many gd things. seriously, i agree with you, i thk leadership makes you think and reflect so much, your strengths, weaknesses. i must say tt i am glad i manage to pull through of course not by my strength but by the will of God. but one thing that made me regret alot is the action of smiling at one, along the corridors,trying to strike a conversation but in the end, an irritated look of disgust just stares right back, in your face. and sometimes i wonder if it is you had a bad day, got up from the wrong side of bed, got scolded by your parents? tt is what i regret. i regret not being able be that ideal person, that somehow even if i smiled so much, did so many things, i still failed to be that miss nice girl that you would expect me to be. many say that she is the bad guy while i am always the gd one.. but in this case i thk no matter how much you thk of me as not the bad person, i still end up as one. miss low, i think you inspire me a lot with tt sentence, thanks for sharing it.

one of the many things tt came to my mind was again how i took many people for granted. i took A for granted and its so weird now because communication seems to be at such a far distance from each other, both literally and figuratively. i took J for granted. i got irritated constantly and even expressed my irritation or exasperation although J was very nice to me, did everything, worried abt everything for me, shared my burden in everything. like wth was i thinking when i got cross for nothing. and now, the thought of not working with J anymore makes me feel upset. although i don't show it, i thk J helped me survive through that 3 hrs, 2 times each wk. i took ML for granted and i didnt even appreciate the last 10 mins of echo that rang so loudly in the chapel, those hands that conducted beautiful strokes, and i realise how much i owe her if i do get what i want for the next year. i took Ps for granted. i took D for granted. i assumed you would do everything and anything and i was mean at times.

so in short, this day reminded me to start appreciating what pple do for me.

meanwhile, i realise i am into the 1st week of july already. looking really forward to the 2nd week. GOD will see me through. and i am still praying for a miracle. for he spare not his own son for me, what else would he hold back from me, what blessings would he not shower me with? God, i thank you for everything, you know in me right now my deepest desires and god i pray you'll grant me the place, that when i get it, i will shout your praises and fall at your feet, look into your face and know that you are indeed a father who gives and loves. =) amen.

si tu crois-

the end, almost..

so, yesterday was the end.
almost the end actually..i can't wait for it to be over yet at the same time sad tt it is all too soon.
well, it ended of in a tremendous shock when the emcees went on to announce for the grand finale. simply not a climatic end of my performing days in stnicks, but rather a cliffhanger.

people who screamed their lungs out for an encore, thanks so much for your sheer boldness but i'm sorry to disappoint you all. but still really thank you for the flowers :)
-blankness-
anyway,my dearest choir, i am very proud of every single one of you pple and i love every single one of you. seriously, we don't need to sing that song to show how good we are. we are good. and we know it. but, this is not the cue for us to grow complacent alright? i know that you pple can do it without the sec4s on the 1st july. we are a triple GOLD choir. rmb that, rmb that we've got the potential to do so many great things yes? so i ask that you all forget about the embarrassment, humiliation or anything that happened. we acted very well on stage and pulled it off...it was difficult leading you all this year, a trying attempt, i must say. sometimes i feel like i'm saying the wrong things, doing the wrong things.. but i thk you pple inspire me. that's all i can say pretty much. so, mei nu men, please don't cry if you were sobbing your hearts out last night ohhhhhkay?

and to you, i know you wont be reading this, but i just want to say that we treasure you as much as we treasure her, ok maybe honestly, we don't, but it's only because we love her too much because of the many things she did for us, how long a way she came with us and how much closer she is to us. but we appreciate how you've been trying to open up, and guide us but we don't need you to follow her or be her substitute and neither are we treating you as her substitute. i feel that maybe i shld have kept you more informed about us but i really ask tt you'll forgive st nicks for not accepting you enough. i know that you feel as though you have to follow her and tt we want you to follow the way she does it and i know you are trying to do your best to follow, but i just want to say tt you need not have to. so yesterday, was seriously smthg tt made you upset but i ask tt you will forgive.

well, sch has been rather tiring lately. no idea why, perhaps haven't got into the momentum of waking at 5.45am each day. anyway, the same old classroom topics are sseriously outdated and we shldnt be talking abt it anymore but then again these are what you call sec 4 talk and it can't be replaced huh? perhaps it can be replace with...

1) i am definitely going to be accepted into this JC and i will be accepted because i believed tt i will receive in whatever i prayed for.... matt21:22, my favourite verse tt i recite almost every minute whenever i pause to daydream abt IT

2) if my GOD is for me, then who can be against me? so i shan't be afraid of IT

3) i am so anxious and everyday i stay by the phone and my handphone that when every msg or call that comes through might be from THEM.. but romans 8:32 reminds me of something

seriously, hopefully we can all be encouraged by something tt will assure us.
for me, it's the simple but yet powerful symbol- the cross.

last but not least, welcome back da jie :)

i envy you

Envy is when you feel like asking your head voice to shutup and stop bugging you abt some event that happened to someone else and wishing that you were in that person's place.

James 3:16 (New International Version)
16For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice.

James 3:14 (New International Version)
14But if you harbor bitter envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth.

1 Peter 2
1Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and slander of every kind.


i know it isn't right but i can't help it..
anyway, out of all sincerity and everything, congratualations NAT, you got what you wanted and i am happy for you. <3

been there, sung that

i love my choir.
94 pts, GOLD
94 pts, GOLD!
sn choir's got double GOLDS for both categories and we topped both the sacred and under 16 category!

i thk i loved everything abt czech.
the beautiful sceneries.
the choir practices at flora hotel level 10.
miss lim and how funny she was.
the competition.
the people.
the shopping.
the partying.
our lovely tourguides.

just everything.
my job is half done and i feel accomplished yet sad.
but still, i can't wait for all to be over.
=)

czech republic

ok, so i will be flying in about 25 hrs time to frankfurt first then, transit to czech republic.
i thk its going to be great fun after all it's the first time sn choir's travelling there for a choral competition.
shld be cool.
GAT AND AAT tmr. i don't know how i'm gonna do it but i want to believe that with GOD'S power, i can, ya, somehow i will.so if it's HIS will, i will get through.

so, GOD, i pray for journey mercies for the choir, anderson choir (who has already left for czech) and miss lim, that you'll ensure our safety upon reaching our destination. GOD, i also pray that you'll be with all of my friends, eugenia, nat.. and whoever else and me, when we sit for the GAT AND AAT tmr. GOD, i pray that if it's by your will, we'll do well tmr and will be accepted. i pray that you'll grant me strength for the long day ahead tmr. i pray that you'll help me to stay calm and not be nervous or anything during the test.

in jesus's name, i pray,
amen.

bye everyone see you on the 13th perhaps.

concert, post concert, comparison, DSA CUM JC TALK

stressful and memorable.
happiness cldnt last the 10 mins.
breaks my heart.
stirs me up.

adieu adieu

choir farewell yesterday.
sec 4s said it was gd.
but well, to me, i don't know really.
it didnt start well.
it didnt end well either.

whatever it is, we'll find out on tues when we meet her.

anw, just wld like to say thank you to my beloved comm members. you all did a great job, sec 4s were impressed ya?

yes, i love you all

sec4s, i will miss you pple!


anw, went for lix bbq party today. haha, the food rocks! hehe, ok, we had fun! talking and yacking alot.. had fun suaning di bomb for not being professional with the bbq.haha it was hilarious, and someone had to wear sunglasses to bbq cause she scared her contacts melt.. hha..we sang karoake. ok, cool.

happy birthday lix!

a lesson learnt.

syf- we got gold.

sunset: best of the day
fanfare: not good
jap song: thk it was very nice, but perhaps it didnt leave a huge impression

ya,i was relieved that we got the gold that we all wanted. just a little disappointed after hearing more and more gold with honours choirs but think i am ok now..accepting it well..cause we all know we cld have got tt honours just that we didnt perform up to that on that day.. but yes, so what if we didnt get the honours? we all know that we are a gold with honours choir in our heart and yes, we will get there one day.. in 2007 perhaps.. and yups, happy for miss lim that nygh, fairfield got honours and anderson,anglican,tkgs,and us got gold. =)

and think i learnt a lot about being contented and thankful.

although we didnt get that gold with honours, think this syf, made cclgmmhq closer together and ya, it's just a very wonderful and good experience.

SYF-1 more day!

ok, syf is tomorrow for us.. yupps, and we are prepared to get a GOLD WITH HONOURS.

yea, miss lim didnt come today, was kind of disappointed but we can do it, we'll see her tml anyway.

and yes, today was our first attempt to prove to that critical person that we are paying attention to his lesson, not as if he realised that we did actually.

chem was so extremely boring today, all i did was to stare at THE purple shirt.. hahas.. thought it look a little ''retro-nun-ish'' but they all thought it looked clownish.

sitting at the library as usual.

free period again.

wont be sitting in lessons tomorrow.will be practising for syf from 9.45 onwards at chopin room.

poor nat.

LOVE YA NAT!
DONT WORRY, YOU WILL SURVIVE ALL THOSE HOURS OF CHEM AND WHATEVER BORING SUBJECTS THERE IS TOMORROW =) SMILE DEAR!

as for us, good luck to choir tomorrow.
cant wait to go for marche dinner after the results.
whether we cry or we smile, we shall celebrate!

''i am a GOLD girl in a GOLD world with honours''
-CHING 14