bad guy!

yea, as the saying goes, a man's got to do what a man's got to do. i thk sometimes i have got to be brave enough to be the bad guy. for the greater good of everyone else. and yes, i realise that many a times, i have been too reliant on the "adults" to do things for me, for us. it's time i do something abt it.

but the recent no. of cases are really killing me. it disheartens me yet i know i shldn't be too affected by them. thousands of phone calls to make in 1 night. yet i know i want to make these calls. must give the adults a break.

but come to think of it.. i don't have to be the bad guy.. right? i can be the guy who tries to understand the opposite? i don't have to nag or rebuke. i can ask, understand, communicate tactfully. that's what i can do. i can be a friend who genuinely cares. and i want to. and i will.

so then again, there are always two sides to things. it's how one can choose to perceive it. i thk i need to be more perceptive. don't always look at the big picture.

recently, my favourite phrase has been "i am so tired.." no idea tired of what or why tired. just like to whine. sigh, should quit whining for no reasons. ohwell, no reason at all since i sleep at prob arnd 11 now and then.. must be because of the accumulated late nights watching tv or surfing net.

strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
we will wait upon the Lord

indeed God will provide.

life's gd. infinite blessings received. what more can i ask for? can't wait for next week. this week's zzzz.. project work oral presentation? theory exam?
dreading both. ya, my favourite phrase also. "piano's killing me."

but we all know it won't kill right?

time to make the calls..
ring ring!
hello?
cherie's gonna win tonight!
gd bye!

haha, tt reminds me of green house cheer. oh well. bugging bugging bugging things, i hate much!
tata!