waiting

i'm waiting to hear from GOD.

i'm in a dilemma.
dilemmas actually.

hmm, maybe it isn't so much of a dilemma but rather.. i guess certain things and decisions have to be made soon? and i'm worried because all i really want to do is just to obey god. full stop. that's all. i want to please him. i want to do what he wants me to do. simple as that.

i'm praying. if god says yes. i will go. if he says no, then i will not go. in any case, i will trust in his will for me. and that somehow he will find a way out.

i met up with enai for dinner tonight. it was great, really. but i think i have a lot to ponder and think about and most importantly, to pray about.