lack of colour

swallowing hard each time to keep the throat lubricated
as i rattle on breathlessly trying to beat 5 mins
again and

again.

scanning through the contact list to see if i could consult any
only to find many, by the name of "it's over"

well, i could put mine as
"excruciating"
"just screw it"

i don't know?

staring at the keyboard doesn't help much, nor the long to-do-list
this wk's been a dull grey.
just down and out.

good night