colours that tell my emotions 

mixed emotions

colours

i turn red when i am mad
i feel blue when i am sad
my face turns green and my lips turn white
when i'm sick or filled with fright
i feel good in the pink of health
and that's equivalent to loads of wealth



adapted from pets textbook in primary 1 '97

late nights

click click click
the incessant pressing of
the ball point pen
it never seems to cease
click click click
click

getting ready to scribble down
incoherent thoughts
anything that comes to mind
anything
just anything
but nothing did
click

glancing at the clock
which read half past eleven
drooping eyed and weary minded
click

looking blankly at the empty page
which stared back
glaring white
the more the pen went clicking
as time stealthily went ticking
click click click
click

click

tick

click

tick

click

alas! the clicking stopped
all was still and silent
only the pen dropped
click
it gave its last cry
before a peculiar sound crept in

Zzz Zzz Zzz
....

The Flu

1 entry found for influenza.
Main Entry: in·flu·en·zaPronunciation: "in-(")flü-'en-z&Function: noun1 a : an acute highly contagious virus disease that is caused by various strains of orthomyxoviruses belonging to three major types now considered as three separate genera and that is characterized by sudden onset, fever, prostration, severe aches and pains, and progressive inflammation of the respiratory mucous membrane —often used with the letter A, B, or C to denote disease caused by a virus of a specific one of the three genera b : any human respiratory infection of undetermined cause —not used technically 2 : any of numerous febrile usually virus diseases of domestic animals (as shipping fever of horses and swine influenza) marked by respiratory symptoms, inflammation of mucous membranes, and often systemic involvement —in·flu·en·zal /-z&l/ adjective
Source: Merriam-Webster's Medical Dictionary, © 2002 Merriam-Webster, Inc.

influenza--highly contagious 

not really happy

fine, so i jsut blog an entire entry abt this wk.. and it was quite long.. and it just got deleted somehow.. sighs.. not very happy.. more tt that, cause i am actually in quite a pathetic state now.

in a reflective mode

today is quite a bit of a day of thking.. yea.. worship at church was great.. reminded me of God's amazing grace.. yea.. my week hasn't been really one that glorifies God.. yea.. in fact, i will confess that i have been complaining the entire week, about my busy schedule at sch, abt how sian everything is... so, i was kind of reflecting alot during worship.. and then reminded of the fact that we shld not be judgemental of others... and the entire list goes on.

sunday class was quite power.. it's really different now.. we thk alot.. and aunty lay tsin is seriously seriously very gd.. =)) hahas.. all the very thought-provoking questions she asks... hahas.. what can you expect? she's a HOD of english dept... hahas.. but well, lesson was on focusing on God and how we can do alot of things but lose focus on HIM.. and that it's kind of a stock taking time where we look at our spiritual level and check if it's getting towards lukewarm...so, it was a great time, being able to discuss with the others abt certain stuff.. really like today's lesson..

so, i pray that as i continue to my once again hectic 2nd wk of sch.. i will really have much more endurance of weariness and of course lead a life that is more glorifying...

A new year

ok.. sorry for not updating for so long.. err.. my tagboarders.. thx loads.. happy new yr.. all the best too! and yes i love two faith alot alot..and i love every single one of you in two faith..
ok..
a new yr:
1) made new resolutions.. thought about a lot of issues that are going on.. realise more ''realisations'' , did a lot of reflections.

2) coping ok in sch.. just trying to ''make the best out of everything''(quoting ms susan lim) and yes.. maybe ''look things in a different perspective and maybe it will turn out a blessing in disguise?'' (quoting my mum) things in sch is just.....OK... thats like the word that you use whenever you try to cut things short and escape from the agony or weariness whenever someone ask you abt 1st wk in sch and how are you doing? yea.. if you are in 3 truth, you know why huh? but..... i will survive.. hahas.. actually quite proud of myself tt i did like revision for subjects tt i learn each day.. yea, cant be dependant on tuition or the teachers..

so.. this blog, i thk, i might not blog as often, but i will update once in a while.. yea.. i miss all you pple out there.. =)