my story

ok.. i realised that you pple all are waiting there in baited breath just to hear my wonderful story.. well pple, just as i expected the day before.. wow! i really have a story to tell.. hmms..ok, i kind of am thking alot here.. abt certain stuff and kind of struggling real hard to help myself thk on the right track. so, my story today shall be in point form but i guess , you smart pple wld get it after reading this.

-went back to sch today.
-stepped into 3 truth my new class for 2005
-wow, i thought i only had 25 classmates but now, i have 36..(why? the addition of 11 chinese scholars.. ok, i got to really seriously improve my chinese)
- mr form teacher steps in ( and aaaa....... i seriously have to have to speak chinese for the remaining few days of holiday..ask me why)
-and aa...... my class is really quiet...
-i am stuggling to keep myself frm exasperation
-but i know i shldnt be, really.

BUT, besides that, i had a wonderful day watching two movies.. and i just got home from one of them.. so.. it's been great.. catch me on sunday.. ask me abt this.. if you want to know more in dept..

Call me tml and i probably have a very interesting story to tell

yea, just found out some stuff, expect some stuff,and just have to wait and see tml if i am right abt it. well, reader, call me.

Things passes so quickly

christmas eve-ok, here to update.. christmas eve was a very good night.. took photos and all.. went carolling.. but carolling somehow didnt turn out the way everyone expected cause this yr, people sleep early and come home very very late at night, so, we didnt really carol but perhaps became knockers of doors---patiently wait at every door after the door is knocked or door bel pressed..but it was ok after all.. we did enjoy carolling to just tt few houses.. nice friendly people.. received quite a number of presents and cards.. i love the time where jane and i sat at one corner and open up all the stuff.. it was gd reading the cards especially.. felt very encourage by some.. i love all you perople who took time to write and buy presents for me.. but i am especially sorry if i didnt even write or give you anything.. ok, i will remember to..nxt yr! =) then we had movie marathon.. watched the first ping pong show but fell asleep after that.. ya..

christmas- so, i was saying i fell asleep huh? oh ya.. that night, my brother and ben played like basket ball at abt 6 plus isnt it? while some others played ping pong.. guess thats the latest craze in church..ok, nxt morning, had a hard time getting up.. then felt a little shag but 80%energized.. so, we went for breakfast.. ate nice toasts.. and headed back to church..packed up.. almost lost my wallet and phone.. but tian en took it cause he saw it lying around.. hmms.. glad that i l;earnt my lesson.. cause i had seriously a lot of money in my wallet..then we went home.. my brother was looking like a zombie and wilfred my cousin who came to my place to celebrate christmas was limping in fact.. cause he sprained in during ping pong.. they fell asleep after taking a shower.. both of them k? and i soon got bored staring at them... ya.. then guess what? i fell asleep because i stared at them too much and i was bored..lame.. but we woke up in no time for christmas lunch.. yea.. quite nice.. ham, roast beef, all the other nice stuff.. plus. the log cake!!!!!!!! yummies!! ok, then wilfred and i had quite a good chat abt how GOD has been so much in our lives.. and we just shared alot.. and we talked abt bgr matters also.. although half the time i didnt quite get why certain things are this way... yea..anyone care to enlighten me over a lunch or breakfast? we were talking while derek and joshua were playing frisby and swimming..so, we went up after that and everyone was watching x-men 2. i fell asleep, went back to my rm and slept through until dinner.. when i was awake.. we went to serangoon gardens.. had a gd satisfying dinner and went home.. then it was sleep again. christmas.. i missed it.. but definitely now there is something bigger ahead to look forward to--- and that is, school.but of course christmas had another special meaning to me.. ya..---the birth of Jesus, so he could be brought into this world to die for our sins.

post christmas on sunday- ok.. woke up late to meet enai for breakfast.. and then, realise that i had bird crap on my elbow.. hahas.. not really funny actually.. ok.. then had a good worship and a good msg by ivan.. a series of events then happened starting from before sunday sch all the way to that night.. got upset with certain stuff but thx ben, for reminding me of a few things..yea..

that was it.. while this entire week, i will be preparing myself for sch.. heard i got into 3 truth.. but havent checked yet.. err.. st nicks pple, in case if you guys dont know yet, pls go check the broadcast in epebble for posting of class.. yupps..!

church pple.. i really enjoyed the fellowship we had so far.. yea..!

bye

Appeal granted

dear readers,
i am glad to inform you the the below appeal has been responded by a self sacrificial, and unselfish young man, benjamin ng. i am sincerely grateful to you.and will once again promise that your camera will be in good condition.He played his part by fufiling a simple christmas wish of a young girl. play a prat and do one for another.merry christmas eve!

thankyou.

An appeal to all blog audience

hello reader,
i would like to make an appeal today, this christmas eve. i will like to borrow a digi camera along with the cable from anyone of you today who will not be using yours. so, if you dont mind lending it to me, i would be very grateful. i will take care of it and return it to you as soon as i upload it. thx.please do contact me on my phone number if you would like to respond to this appeal and provide an opportunity of capturing happy moments in photos for this little girl.(me la!)

thankyou.

a great day!

yupps, today is just fun!

ok.. first in the morning watched two movies.. then went for learning lab.. whoa.. get to go into the new extension classes (paris). its like super nice.. glam and like model's walkway like that.. first you have to press this button then this door will slide open.. to reaveal this really nice model runway.. then after walking pass.. you find yourself at this matrix-like mirror maze.. you have to wave your hand at a censor.. then another door slides open to reveal this really white aile to the classrooms.. its super cool! and the entire area is so white that you almost feel as if you are in another world.. i am so totally serious.. learning lab is changing and becoming so glam.. ya.. it's cool... even teachers write on the glass door to the classroom.. writing on the transparent glass door is really cool.. like modern tech?! ya.. ask abby!! she knows.. i gave her a tour today right after my class..

ok.. then after learning lab we went shopping!! to look for my christmas clothings.. yea.. thx abby for pei-ing wo.. ya..had a load of laughter and lots of fun trying clothes.. taking such a long time just to find how to wear this thing and that.. yea.. saw this velvet black dress at heeen, which is quite glam.. what someone wld wear to a prom.. so.. tried it on.. like it looked ok.. but its like $69.90 like hoho!! so, i finally got this white dress which has a few nice pink outlined flowers.. yupps.. abby said i looked sweet in it.. but anyway, i thk i dont have to wear that dress to look sweet.. hehe.. i am sweet enough.. hehe..OOPS!!!

so, we walked down the road and bought shawls.. hhee.. we bought same coloured ones!! light pinkish..LOL!!! hehe.. and she also bought a white dress yesterday..hehe.. but its ok.. hahas.. yea.. thx abby for today =))

anyway, left a pair of nice ''shoe'' to find for..

GOD is really amazing.. so many things have happened that really cheered me up so much.. and ya.. although i have things to do everyday..i realise that this things are quite fun to do.. and ya.. very thankful to HIM for what he has done for me in my everyday life.. =)

Wow...

ok, i just realised that josh has a blog!!!!! ok.. cause he created one.. seeing that almost everyone has one and ya.. it's a way to communicate with everyone around.. so..
WOW because i didnt expect him towrite certain things and mention certain things in HIS blog.. ok.. and dont know whether i shld be encouraged because my brother said such stuff.. ok..check it out..esp, church pple.!

http://jcdx.blogspot.com

yesterday had a gathering farewell party for quan and huizhen... had a lot of fun serving them food at their mini candlelight lunch.. then had fun singing rubbish karoake to entertain them.. like ge tai.. then we watched movie.. then played pool/billard.. no difference to me.. hahas.. i was using the cross-stick thingy the whole way.. hahas.. cause i dont really know how to play it properly.. hahas.. but we won once and they lost once.. yupps.. hehe..

there's learning lab today.. hmms.. but before that.. perhaps i will go down town shopping a little first.. yea.. have stuff that i want to look at..

A Maths

ok.. just did maths tuition for A maths...wha.. ok, friends in sec 2 out there.. the first chapter (for me) is quite terrible.. ya.. talking abt some really weird naming of stuff..regarding sets.. yea.. quite irritating.. and ya, dont really understand.. have to read and read and read it ovr and ovr again.. ya..

ok, not going for late night swim, cause realise that i cant go alone cause my cousin too tired.. so i cant go alone.. ya.. wish i cld actually, cause i need to relax in the cold water.. really tensed up with my brain crammed with the illogical maths that i just learnt..

ha.. going to soak myself in the bath tub and swim arnd.. in that small tub? lol.. ya right!

made up my mind

Maths tuition

okay.. today is maths tuition.. shifted it today cause tml have gathering at lix's house for huizhen and quan.. yupps, will miss you pple when you leave.. sighs..well, i will write you two letters asap.. and mail it to your house.. sorry.. super busy this holidays..ya, going back to tuition after dinner..super sian.. but i am going swimming tonight after tuition.. latenight swimming at abt 10?.. woohoo.. 20 laps! just pray that i dont catch a chill.. almost did last night.. aircon was freaking cold and i had a congestion in my chest this morning.. tsk! groans!

how? tell me what to do? In a dilemma .

I miss.....

today was ok as usual.. God is good.. yea.. i didnt prepare for lcd cause kel cldnt confirm the songs for serivice.. but gd thing is that.. 1st service has some powerpoint manager.. ya.. so i didnt have to type a;; out 15 mins before service.. in fact.. was quite relax.. yupps, thx jane.. love ya.. thx for helping me with LCD..=)

had fun at church putting up our item for sunday sch.. it turned out quite well in fact.. hehe..=) enjoyed myself very much.. more than that, pauline is back.. absolutely miss her.. ya..she was down with the pox.. hehe.. now she's back.. yay!! ok.. well, pye swee will be leaving soon though.. i will miss him.. he's the super funny guy who seems to be from the circus.. have really cool moves esp. when we play captains ball.. hehe.. he's gd man!yupps, i will miss him.. ya.. he'll be going back to the states for good i guess.. wow..yea.. so, both gd and bad news here...

had fun at CAP.. yea.. but ben cheok got scolded by this lady.. feel sorry for ben.. hehe.. yea.. anyway, i am glad i was present at CAP.. well, thk it's my first time in a year.. yea.. tts how badly i have been missing out since CAP are always on sundays, and i go home after church for piano lessons.. today was ok.. normal lesson la.. but i was looking at the clock for the last 35 mins.. ya lor.. sign of boredom and restlessness..

anyway, i am looking forward to christmas.. just that, i am not near to finishing all the letters to pple.. i have 46 of them.. and i only did 6 so far..christmas is coming..

and ya.. tian en, must take care k? yupps, get well soon... =)

ok, i know you pple are waiting to read this..

i miss you, i miss you

dinner at grapevine bar cafe' restaurant

ok, i had dinner with abby,cheryl,enai,hazel,hozzy,lydia,yvonne and weilyn! yea.. the place is really awesome although it's like near upper serangoon shopping centre.. yupps..and i had a hard time convincing my parents esp dad that we are not going there to play pool or anything... and that we will be careful not to get into trouble with ah bengs.. according to them upper serangoon rd suppose to be hangouts for ''bad company'' ya.. as i was saying, the lightings there was really great.. and they had couches.. the whole setting is this really romantic, warm, cozy place.. a place where any girl wld want to be with her boyfriend on a date.. hehe.. yes.. the food is not bad.. western type.. ya, its nice la..so, we girls talked a lot.. abt loads of thigns la.. ya.. we shared abt stuff.. and ya..it was good fellowship..

i am trying to cheer up though.. yea.. cant be so upset everyday right? yea.. but i am tired still.. tired of such schedule..

what a day

today is seriously a sick day.. woke up late and went to church to rehearse the item that we putting up on sunday.. well, dont thk we really did rehearse, in fact, we still had a lot of loop holes that we have not yet settled.. sighs.. and after that had bible study.. it was quite good, learnt abt abraham, sacrificing isaac.. yea.. tt was a gd lesson.. learnt abt immediate obedience and unwavering faith.. and did piano hmwk after that, finished all except corrections now.. ya.. sighs.. got to find time to mug for sch hmwk, sch syllabus, piano hmwk.. well, i have got maths tuition tml morning from 7 plus to 12 noon.. and i had to shift it to tml cause i have to go out on the 23rd of dec.. ya..and wow.. 23rd i have x-clique outing and i suppsoe to meet hazel and the carolling comm. to bake the cookies.. ahh.. didnt do much for carolling le.. and.. i suppose to be helping out.. but i already promised my friends long ago i will go out with them.. bleahs.. and i just dont want pple to get upset with me esp, when i promised them smthg and in the end, end up not being able to fufil their promise.. and..

i am shifting my maths tuition on tues 21st to monday the 20th also because of 21st girls cell shopping.. which i do not know if i can even turn up.. cause i really have a lot of work to do!

and smthg just happened at home that made me and still makes me scream...



oh god, i pray i'll be ok, cause i am seriously not..

The T630 that dominates my mind 

wednesday/thursday

Yay! yesterday was such a happy day.. had lunch with the enai,hozzy,abby and hazel.. yays! we had fun eating lunch at united square then had dessert at baker's inn.. i had cookies and cream cheese cake.. it seriously was so nice that i had to hold back myself not to finish it so quickly.. yea.. it's nice.. more imptly, had a great time of fellowship when we talked abt everything under the world.. and smacking abby when she said she's fat and ya.. but the sad part was that abby and i have to leave for learning lab tuition after that.. like super anti climax.. and eeyer...hahas.. but anyway.. it was fun la...at least we had 3 hrs to talk .. so, really look forward to saturday, for our grapevine outing.. yay! another round of bonding =)) with more pple this time =))

it's a happy day and i thank GOD for the weather
it's a happy day, living it for my Lord
it's a happy day and things are gonna get better
living each day by the promises in God's word

learning lab yesterday was kind of boring.. argumentative essay.. but the best part was that mrs ong's back! and we kind of complained what happened to us for the entire month when she was away.. hmms, hahas.. then she apologised for deserting us for a month.. hah.. so sweet =)) am sure we are all super glad that she's back.

err... today just finished choir and just reached home.. well, had a choral workshop with tkgs and IJ toa payoh.. and east spring? ya.. k.. we were bad.. as in, really bad.. miss lim scolded us.. she said she was disappointed and all.. and ya, i was on the verge of tearing.. and mrs koh(ex conductor) was there.. thk she felt disappointed too..well.....have nothing to say, hope tt we do better nxt time, but she mentioned tt she will cancel 1 of the pieces for syf..

ok, so, what am i doing now? hmms.. waiting for maths tuition frm 4pm to 10pm?? grr.. must have mental preparation..

so, i really want a new phone.. yea.. but sighs.. i dont want my parents to spend so much cause i feel that a new phone is not a thing that i really MUST have.. but still... i want a camera too! so, i was thkign of a camera phone.. ya.. a sony ericsson T630.. i really want to take loads of photos with you.. yes, you who are reading this.. yea.. ahh... but then again.. sighs.. shall be contented with what i have.. musnt be materialistic and all.. so, wanting a new phone has been on my mind all day probably.. and ya, it's smthg tt i am currently struggling mentally now..

well, besides that, i really have a lot of hmwk to do, plus another round of piano hmwk.. sighs.. when will i stop studying..? ya.. i'm really busy... everyday on my calendar has smthg on it.. ya.. scribblings of what is to be done for the day.. everyday, i have to step out of the hse.. getting really tired of hectic life..

but as usual i am doing ok. still surviving.

i will survive, i will survive

she chose to undergo orthodontic treatment 

A visit to the orthodontist shocks girl 14

Ok, i went to NDC ( national dental centre) to day for my 1st appt for braces.. cause my teeth is really crooked and err.. my parents want me to undergo orthodontic treatment.. so, it was quite relax at first, since 1st appt only do checkups and x rays..the x rays were quite cool have to do 3 x rays.. imagine, the radiation killed dont know how many cells of mine.. anw, the reason for it was to check why i still had this baby tooth.. so.. the first X ray, they inserted this film-like thingy into my mouth.. 2nd one, they had to put this structure on my head which includes two rods that they put into my ear and the other one on my forehead.. 3rd one, had to bite on this structure.. ya..

then the results were out and realise that my permanent teethfor tt particular tooth was stuck inside my gum and chances for it to grow out is very slim since the root is already established.. and err.. in order to fit braces in, they have to extract 2 pre-molars fromn the top and bottom.. besides that, because of the silly permanent tooth tt is stuck in it.. i have 2 choices to make..

No.1) to undergo and operation to remove both the baby and permanent tooth so that they just have to fit braces in to close the gap up..and to pull all the pre-molars out during the process

No.2)to undergo an operation to somehow fix the something there to guide the permanent tooth that is stuck there, out. and also to pull the pre-molars out..

whatever it is, i have to go under anastasia ( the slping medicine thingy that doctors use to let patient breathe to fall aslp..yadda yadaa) and do the operation.. ok.. so, this is it.. the choice between the devil and the deep blue sea..that's it man... wha.. i was like huh? when i heard that.. operation, cut my gums.. remove the teeth and all.. wow.. can imagine the bloody scene.. hahas..

so upsetting right? and today my dad spent 83 bucks on my checkup.. whoa.. and then, he's going to spend a bomb on my teeth alone.. sighs.. what to do? chosen to undergo this route already mah... sighs..anw, my nxt appt to see the surgeon to talk abt the risks are like on the 18th of feb? tts like quite long way more.. but, oh well, have nvr undergone any operation that puts me to slp.. hahas..

what if i wake up during the op cause they pulled my nerve or something.. lol..! then i will probably faint back to sleep.. wondering what my mum will say tonight..she'll probably be shock too.. my dad was shock.. at the same time, can see that ''heart-ache for his darling daughter'' look on his face.. thk he's like worried too.. but he chose to be strong or smthg.. hahas.. my mum will probably be praying for me when i go for the op.. ya, have parents who are so nice and are willing to spend so muh for me.. well, actually, they are not so bad after all la hor? hehe..

aiyo.. hurry pple, console and pray for me yea? like my dad, i agree that i am kind of in for big trouble..

sighs..but well, it's not yet the end of the world since it's considered as a minor op.. but still....

A walk, a song, a prayer

As I walked home today,
I said a short prayer
Oh God, you'll hold them
And draw them close.
As I walked home today
I just want to pray
That Lord you'll bless them both.

Oh Lord I pray you'll send someone
To bless them, to guide them
Someone to share all their joys and woes
Oh Lord I pray you'll be there to heal all their wounds
That they will understand
All of your plans are perfect in your time

Thought of this song while i left church just now, well, i pray for the both of you that things will take for a turn and ya, don't worry, God has HIS perfect plans which will be revealed in HIS time. I love you both. hugs.

Blogging in a different place.

hey people, cherie here again.. well, just want to say that i have changed to this address and yupps, pls do relink me although i decided not to link anyone since it's unfair if i link some and dont link some. so, just want to ask you guys to drop down often and yupps.. give me hugs =)) love you pple. i feel so blessed.