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i can't believe how you got through to become an educator.
i don't know what else to do, how else to become better.
i don't understand how one can be so excellent.
i don't understand why i'm like this.
i don't know when you are going to stop bothering me in sch.

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two, two, two days "two" o levels

haha, so freaking funny!
okay, i am like always trying to amuse myself. tsk tsk.
anyway, jsut an update.
pmb camp was so tiring tt i slept from 5pm since breakcamp til 9am the next morning. can't believe i skipped dinner. mixed emotions abt it. it was fun i guess. knew a lot of pple better.

erm, whatelse? oh, i had a school funfair which was such a huge fun event though i only stayed an hr. i absolutely loved it. it's the last funfair tt i'm involved but i will definitely come for more funfairs in future. yes, and thanks all those who bought tickets from me.and i ahte piano theory exam tt day. err, it was ok, so-so, there were difficult parts.. keeping my fingers crossed though.

sch just started today and yep, tiring. pfft. i feel so sad. no one to go recess with. finally have no mtg today and all.. that's why i am in the library now. sighs,the rest are having mtg. see the destruction of meetings?

oh! big thing! 21ST MARCH 2004! my baptism day! haha, ok.. happy birthday to me! i am currently 2 yrs old. hmm, happy baptism day to abby, clara, abel, alan.. yup, hope i didnt miss anyone out. but i guess this is a gd time for me to reflect my past yr. yep, in terms of my spiritual being of course.

sitting in the library is so weird. you seriously sit there, at the computer, just pretend to be engrossed in whatever you are doing, then you open your ears and seriously hear weird stuff.

like pple talk abt
1)which is their favourite subject.

A: I LOVE HISTORY, HISTORY IS BETTER!
B:yuck! i like science more!
A: SCIENCE IS OKAY..
B: i like chem, i hate bio
A: I LIKE BIO, I HATE CHEM!

MY REACTION: when you get to sec 4, there are a lot more things to talk abt and seriously, i thk you'll hate every single subject by then.

2)who's blog is nicer

A: eh, you see her blog!
B: YA, SO?
A: I SHOW YOU MINE
B: ok
A: it's so cute right? NICER THAN HERS RIGHT?
A: YA, MINE IS SO CUTE! eh, actually, i thk she is ver y jealous abt my blog and all..
B: OH.

A AND B continues to gossip abt other stuff how they hate spammers and err.. how she just blog hop and not tag people's
board, how sec 1s actually flood their senior's tagboard.

my reaction: HMM, this is such an interesting topic.

okay, i am bored, listening to weird stuff. should shut my ears to all these nonsense, pls.

blogs, diaries and journals

okay, i realise that i am blogging lesser and lesser and less frequently than ever recently.
that's cause there's really no time to do so. or maybe too much to be recounted that sometimes i feel so lazy just to type or pen everything down, because there's simply too many things to say, too many things that have happened that has evoked too many feelings whether good or bad.

yup, sometimes i wonder why people blog, write diaries or journals.
hmm, i know, i do love to re read those journals that i have wrote when i am younger or those accounts that i wrote in the past.
yup, it's quite interesting really. hmm, do pple blog or write so that they wont forget what happened in the past tt made an impact in their lives? well, i know i did that for OBS. simply had to write everything down, every thought, every feeling. but then again, if something made an impact in your life it wont be forgotten easily isnt it?

well, that's probably a bunch of random questions and thoughts.

read lix's post on our clique blog. and realise tt there's alot of things tt i'll be doing the last time in st nicks. and it's quite sad when i think of it. well, at the same time, i can't wait for this year to be over, as in seriously over. when will this nightmare end.

but whatever it is, i thk i am going to blog even lesser as the days pass.. but i will always hold whatever that happens , my feelings thoughts and everything in my memory..

hmm, maybe tts why i have got a big head.. haha, no, maybe that's why i worry too much.. cause i dont let it out.. jsut keep everything to myself and my small head. =(

piano lesson now.