coincidence

hey, thanks all those who msged me to wish me all the best for the paper today =)
it was weird la,qns were those "i-thk-it-wont-come-out" type.. :( oh well, i am disappointed, no doubts abt tt, dont even know whether i can secure that A now, actually , not as if i thought i can get A..sighs, received my report bk today, tsk.. if thats going to be my o level result.. i am seriously dead..not going to thk abt it anymore.. but what i ought to thk abt is certain things that happened..

ok,was rushing along underpass from novena mrt to learning lab at united sq, saw this guy, sitting along the underpass, as usual, such guys have a guitar and a mike with them, at first i thought he was just some guy and nothing special since you see them everywhere for regular mrt pple..but thats when he started singing..


"my Jesus, my saviour
Lord, there is none like You
all of my days
i want to praise
the wonders of Your mighty love

my comfort, my shelter
tower of refuge and strength
let every breath
all that i am
never cease to worship You

shout to the LORD
all the earth let us sing
power and majesty
praise to the king
mountains bow down
and the seas will roar
at the sound of Your name
i sing for joy at the works of Your hands
forever i'll love you, forever i'll stand
nothing compares to the promise i have in You.."

hmm, when i heard it i kind of felt better.. dont know what made me feel that way but kind of thought God wanted to show me something.. yea,but i jsut felt the peace of God with me, and i felt more calm.. really, just felt more.. calm..

then, when i went home took mrt again, was hoping to see the guy there, but apparently not, guitar was left there, everything was there but he wasnt.. so, well, maybe he's out for dinner or something..haha..lala, took mrt to amk.. then haha, from a distant i heard some guy singing and woah.. guess what this guy sang?

"i am weak but Thou art strong
Jesus, keep me from all wrong
i'll be satisfied as long
as i walk, dear Lord, close to Thee

just a closer walk with Thee
grant it Jesus, 'tis my plea
daily walking close to Thee
let it be, dear lord, let it be

though this world of toils and snares
if i falter, lord who cares?
who with me my burden shares?
none but Thee, dear Lord
none but Thee
when my feeble life is o'er
time for me will be no more
on that bright eternal shore
i will walk, dear lord, close to Thee"

right..i was like, okay! haha.. hmm.. yup, i get the message GOD!

yea, think studies all these are important, but focusing on GOD is tons more impt.. i guess i have been too -ahem- ovr my studies that you know, sometimes can get wrong focus in life.. i guess these songs really reminded me of how we shld always focus on our relationship with GOD and how it is so much more impt thatn our worldly successes or happenings..reminded me of how its impt to just focus on HIM..it's all abt HIM really, not abt us.. yea.. rmbered what ivin said on sunday abt the heart of worship song.. and also rmbered what the guest speaker said abt how pple thk their worldly successes like work or studies are the most impt things in life..

i guess, i have learnt alot this 2 days. haha, amazing..

but for now, i will jsut continue to ponder abt it..

coincidence, you ask me?

NO, definitely not.

ohmygoodness!

=) i need to talk to someone about my overwhelmness in every single thing!

chinese o levels on monday :(

erm..

its so boring studying chinese all day long.

tsktsk.

i will be happy when tml ends. i feel so sick now. flu i thk. sneezing non stop. haha. ya.i must be well by tml..

urgh.

THIS freaking sucks.i am so irritated now. so so irritated.

piano

haha, i got grade 7 back and woohoo.. merit merit merit! ok, maybe merit is like no big deal to you but merit is a bonus for me since i dont even care as long as i pass piano! woohoo.. yea man! praise god!

1)i got to start thinking abt IT now!
2)shld i cut my hair today.. i havent made ic!
3)shld i go out today to shop for stuff?
4)who's gonna go out with me?
5)argh..

praise and glory to god!

ohno

overwhelmed by certain things.

nxt wk's gonna be a blast. maybe i cant really slack off these few days and my weekends. maybe i cant do tt in the first place since i shld start mugging for O LEVELS CHINESE. but still, i guess this wk i will be really busy using those creative juices i have in my head.

sighs, i dont know what's gonna happen. seriously, it happened way too much of a shock and its just too sudden. at first i thought i wasnt gonna have to worry so much now but now... i guess that sms really gave me a heart attack. and my first reaction was a shocking "oh-my-gosh" followed by a "read-the-msg-again" prompt.

now, what's gonna happen? i dont know, really dont know. i'm gonna feel so small and so tiny, so insignificant whenever i see others doing smthg and i am probably still trying to thk of some picture and phrase that best describes me.what am i going to do?

some times i wonder what do i really want in life.. i dont know if this is a good thing or not actually, and it's going to be hard..

maybe what jeanette said was right. hmm..

pondering.

BOO!

BOO!

something's wrong with me..











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