Jesus Lord of my life

You take my hand
And lead me to your side
Your warm embrace
Sets my heart on fire
You are my shelter
God of all wonders
You are the hero of my life

I live for you
The saviour of my life
Your love for me
Is wider than the skies
You are my shelter God of all wonders
You are the hero of my life

You came for me
Your life for mine
When i couldnt save myself
You bore my pain
My sin my shame
Jesus my Lord my life

Easter

ok.. i am happy that it's easter today.. yupps.. good friday and easter really got me reflecting alot...and ya i guess.. i will lead a life that is worthy of HIS sacrifice for me.. and yea..that's my motto. =) yea.. it got me thinking abt his sacrifice and his love for us.. i'm happy. yupps.. he arose again on easter sunday! =)


but well... something is really frustrating me right now.. but there's nothing i can do abt it.. really. MUSIC ELECTIVE WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME.

it's all over

heyhey. i am rather happy now..
ok.. first thing's first.. i didnt follow according to the timetable that i planned in the previous posts.. i actually left the exam room 30 mins earlier.. could no longer stand stoning in front of this invigilator who probably thought i was mad to waste my time instead of checking paper properly.. but it was generally ok..

2nd, woohoo.. school is having holiday now.. but ha! i got to mug for history and sec 1 and 2 express chinese.. 1st week test la.. tsk.. and apparently i dont know why the handbook that i borrowed frm my cousin is different from the list of words tt sch gives.. tsk!

3rd, i am happy cause we had loads of fun making pizza at aunty lay tsin's house today! woohoo! it was sunday sch class gathering ..!!! it was uber fun!! especially eating pizza.. it's so easy to make la!!! hahas.. i rock!! so happy!! sudden urge to make pizza non stop!!

4th, i am just happy...satisfied...

hoho.. isnt my thoughts organised..?

Praise and glory to God

Holy is the Lord

We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great and awesome is He

And together we sing
Everyone sing

Holy is the Lord, God almighty
The earth is filled with His glory.
Holy is the Lord, God almighty
The earth is filled with His glory.

Revolutionary love

Desperation leads us here
Leads us here
Illumination meets us here
Meets us here
Revelation brings us here
Brings us here
Restoration frees us here
Frees us here

Chorus:
And I don’t want to leave
I don’t want to leave this place
No, I don’t want to leave
I never want to leave this place

It’s so amazing
Your unchanging love
Simply amazing
Never changing love
Love, love revolutionary love

Preparation leads us here
Leads us here
Liberation meets us here
Meets us here
Jubilation brings us here
Brings us here
Higher elevation frees us here
Frees us here

Breathe

This is the air i breathe
this is the air i breathe
your very presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very word living in me

And i
I'm desperate for you
And i
I'm lost without you.

13th march !!

hey thx to all those who gave me encouragement.. yea.. i am ok now.. guess i needed to calm down properly.. learning to cope and let go.... well, just cant wait for the 13th...

oh goodness.. there is choir ''test'' on monday for me...i hope my voice is in ok condition and that i will sing well.. if not.. haha....

10th march-chinese test
- A MATHS TEST!

11th march- will be kind of relax since sch hols start.. but guess what..? i bet i will be mugging for the piano theory exam on 12th march.. wow.. just when i really want to slack and relax and sleep and really rest after a long and dreary term.

12th march
12am- happy birthday nat.. love ya!
12noon- will probably be nervous with butterflies in my tummy..
1.55pm- will probably be praying
2.00pm- start grade 6 abrsm theory examination paper...
2.15pm- complete first question (writing of chords)
2.45pm- complete second question (some chord question also)
3.15pm- complete 4th question ( analyzing piano score)
4.00pm- complete 5th question (analyzing full conductor's score)
4.30pm- complete question 3 ( melody writing)
5.00pm- finished checking, handed in paper...
5.01pm- it's all over.
5.02pm- cant believe that it's all over..
5.03pm- woohoo.. i am free...
5.04pm- call friends to find out where they are..
5.05pm- assure mum that the paper is ok and that i can pass it...
5.06pm- ask dad whether he could drive me to wherever nat is to celebrate her birthday with the other pple...

i am so organised...cant help it...
if i dont organise them.. i will go mad..

wasted effort

now i know what it means by wasted effort..
and yes.. i know how it really feels now right after the maths test... gosh... my mind was in a blank.. and i cldnt even cool myself down.. and yes.. i am so upset and frustrated cause i spent my entire sunday and last night studying like crazy for maths...and its needless to say that i wont get an a1 andi dont even know if i could pass it.. i need a pass for an overall a1.. tsk/.. yes.. wasted effort.. all downthe drain, waste everyone's time.. waste cheryl's time.. waste my time.. and.......................i wasted my tears crying over the maths test.. gosh.. i hate it..could have slept more last night.. really cld have.. stayed all the way to 11 plus.. and i woke up at 4 plus just for maths...wasted effort.. or did i even put in my best effort.. jsut cant stand it.. bursting.. the frustration in me is like crazy... and guess what.. something horrendous tt i did.. after the test.. i was like crying to myself in my seat in class.. writing myself a letter... ranting all my frustrations.. and cant imagine what type of language i used in it.. goodness.. this is bad.. fell like i am wallowing up in my own sorrows.. i am stressed.. stressed that everyone else is doing so well and me...

THIS IS GEN'S INPUT:
MY FRIENDS ONCE TOLD ME THAT GOD DOESNT CARE WHETHER OR NOT YOU FAIL. CHERIECHONGKEQING WE ALL KNOW YOU WONT FAIL BECAUSE YOU ARE A SMARTGIRL WHO WORKS DAMN HARD AND THEREFORE YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW. HEH FROM THE BIBLE K, ITS NOT WRONG. YOU AREN'T DEFINED BY THE NUMBER OF A1S YOU GET OR WHETHER OR NOT YOU, LIKE ME, ARE FAILING MATHS. BECAUSE GOD AND EVERYONE ELSE HERE LOVES YOU THE SAME ANYWAY AND IF ANYONE DEOSNT, THEY ARE STUPID TOOTS WHO DONT DESERVE TO BE YOUR FRIEND ANYWAY. SO CHEER UP AND STOP CRYING.
LOVE YOU TONS TO BITTY BITS AND I STILL HAVE YOUR LETTER WRITTEN IN THE DARKENED ROOM RARH.
YES I KNOW, GENROCKS :DD

yes, i know gen, but i am just very very frustrated now.. there's chem tml.

i need help.

the past

thinking abt the past..
realise that i wish that i could live in the past
yet i wish that the past would erase from my erase...
a lot of random thoughts in my mind..
things are different nowadays..
different since a long time ago..
i wish i lived in the caveman era..
i wish things wont be so competitive..
i wish thigns would be more slack and relaxing..
i wish things wont be so mind boggling..
sometimes..
i wish too much..

i want to be contented. i really want to.